Today is the 1st May 2010 . Lots had been on my mind lately, and it repeats like a daily affair . Can't exactly spell it out because i realized there's no point saying . But i'll summarized it all in one sentences each .

1. Till date, it's almost 6 months if i hadn't .

2. I feel much burden now, though it's not entirely mine to bear .

3. I forgone lots, but ended up with facing the reality of no dream house .

4. I have no dream in life anymore .

Utterly disappointed, crushed to face the true reality of not being able to get what i dream for .